So I've been unfortunate enough to begin feeling rather despondent here lately. Of course i'm sure the loneliness doesn't help at all. I'm going through one of those phases where I have begun to outgrow the group of people that I hang out with and as a result, I'm alone. Although there are some very key differences this time around. I have a great girlfriend who alleviates a good deal of those feelings as well as a couple of close friends, although one of them is about to ship off to boot camp soon. I can generally place a great deal of the lonliness to a generally feeling of not fitting in where I am right now. I'm just not quite right for anything that happens around here lol. And the other bit is just a general lack of caring from most of the people in the group that I am a part of.
I'm also currently reeling from being told that I would no longer be teaching private lessons, and for me that was going to be my way back into the music teaching world, but the guy I was going to be replacing ended up coming back to town due to some unrelated nonsense so I'm back to square one I suppose. Now I have to figure out some other way to make money before my refund check comes in as well as figure out someway to boost my monetary income to help what I'll be putting back into savings for a car so I can finally have my own wheels again.
